Hi friends! In this Blog Post, I shared some of the lyrics from Mariah Carey's song, Vision of Love.
I am convinced that this song is low key a Gospel song, where - ever since, I believe it was in July of 2022, every time I hear the song, it brings me to tears because it is my testimony. It really is.
Yes, "Vision of Love" is a very deep and meaningful song to me. The song is 34 years old now, and prior to July 2022, the song never impacted me the way it does now. I mean, like, I have always loved the song and appreciated Mariah's great voice and amazing vocal range, but in 2022, when I heard it on the radio while I was, as part of a conspiracy (where I was to be killed and my business stolen from me), imprisoned in Woodhull Hospital's psychiatric ward (for an entire month), it hit different (that's slang. lol). Yesss... the song hit very different, and I felt God all in it.
You see, I was a new business owner at the time (for a business that God literally gave me, meaning that He spoke to me and gave me the business idea/the vision, the name of the business, and every other thing that has to do with my business), and I had a situation.
I was in a very dangerous situation and around so many demonic people and I could not get out the situation (Woodhull Hospital) on my own and I did not have anyone to help me (no family or friends) ... and then God intervened, and He made it so that I could be found. Indeed, the one that I needed, found me, and to make a long story short, I was eventually released from Woodhull Hospital's psychiatric ward on August 18th, 2022.
Meanwhile, this (Woodhull hospital finally releasing me from being imprisoned there, where my human rights were violated, and all sorts of serious crimes were committed against me by all staff and Maie patients) came about and happened not that long after I very tearfully told someone's visitor (he was there visiting his brother) that they (Woodhull staff) were trying to kill me in order to steal my business from me.
I even gave the visitor my full name, the name of my business, my website, and my X (Twitter) page name, and he immediately used his mobile phone and went on my website and X/Twitter page, and not only did he realize that I was telling the truth about my identity, but he also could see that by the way I articulated and presented myself, that there was absolutely nothing mentally wrong with me and that I did not need to be on that psych ward, and that I was afraid for my life and was very desperate to get out of Woodhull hospital. His eyes and expression showed that he sympathized with me and that he was also very concerned about all that I had told him.
I also told the person to please find a way to get in touch with a specific person (who I will not name at this time) and tell that person that I was alive and in Woodhull Hospital dealing with the situation that I had just explained to him, and that I needed help. And like I said, as a result of this, some weeks later (maybe two), Woodhull hospital finally released me, after they had tried their best to have me killed/to kill me and have me not make it out of there alive.
They also tried to have it court-ordered for me to have to take a bunch of psychotropic medications numerous times a day, every day (I still have the court documents as proof of their wicked intentions), knowing full well that I did not need any of the medications that they had prescribed me and had me taking.
They (the doctors and nurses) tried to mess up my mind (destroy my creativity and brilliance), make me unable to be vigilant (so that I could not be on guard in order to protect myself), and have me walk around in a zombie-like state permanently, as the majority of the patients up there (on the psych ward) was doing.
So... Fast forward: God recently (in December 2023) did the exact same thing for me, where He intervened in my life and saved me, in regards to me dealing with the same situation (the big conspiracy against me where there are countless people involved including people I know, my family, people whom I considered friends, my block and neighborhood, Providence House of Brooklyn staff/and the whole nonprofit organization, and tenants in my building, my former employer - African American Planning Commission/AAPCI, and businesses) and they all want me dead (and have, for many months, tried to kill me) in order to profit off of my business and to ensure that I do not profit off it and become successful and happy. BUT God! And because of God, my almighty Savior, my Father, my strong tower, once again, the one that I needed, found me and saved me. Indeed, God did it. Amen.
I will end the story right there, for now.
But yeah, I know it all sounds crazy and unreal, but it is all very true. I only wish that none of this was real, but I am still living in this nightmare every single day.
Meanwhile, see below, the lyrics to "Vision of Love" and you will see how it applies to my life:
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God, you - "Treated me kind. Sweet destiny. Carried me through desperation, to the one that was waiting for me. It took so long. Still I believed, somehow the one that I needed, would find me eventually. ❤️
I had a vision of love [(Formula B Solutions Strategic Program Designers & Consulting Services)], and it was all that you've [(God)] given to me.
Prayed through the nights. Felt so alone. Suffered from alienation. Carried the weight on my own. Had to be strong, so I believed [(in God & what He showed me & promised me)].
And now I know I've succeeded, in finding the place I conceived.
I had a vision of love, and it was all that you've given to me...
I realized a dream [(Formula B Solutions)], 🩵
And I visualized the love that came to be.
Feel so alive [(thank you Jesus!)], I'm so thankful that I've received, the answer [(Solution)] that heaven has sent down to me.
You [(God)] treated me kind... Sweet destiny [(my future)]. And I'll be eternally grateful, holding you [(God)] so close to me..."
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God loves you. Enjoy your day.
Love and peace,
Yolanda Billingslea
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