In my Blog Post dated 4.15.2024, titled: For Even Our Enemies Deserve Our Grace, I mentioned that in January 2022, I had a supernatural encounter with God and that I documented it and would share it in a future Blog Post. Below is that journal entry:
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The Lord called me to something... To Formula B Solutions Strategic Program Designers & Consulting Services.
He gave me clear instructions and had me move swiftly in everything that I did. For example, ordering a printer, laptop, office supplies, spending about $1,000 to form my LLC, and just a bunch of other stuff.
I believe that God had me move so quickly in everything because He knew what was going to take place on January 26th, 2022, at the meeting with my employer, where I ended up being unjustly terminated, but I became a business owner on January 18th, 2022. So, I owned my own business before I lost my job. Look how God works.
Once God told me what He wanted me to do and I agreed to partner with Him, God had to prepare me for my assignment (for my calling), and He did just that.
It was a process, and I had an experience with God like I have never known, and I am a believer and have had encounters with God before, but never ever anything like I experienced in my apartment with Him for over a 3-week span.
That period of isolation with just myself and God, starting from when I tested positive for COVID on January 1st, 2022, was unbelievable. It was a very sacred time.
So… God healed me. That is the first thing He did. He healed me of hurts from experiences that I did not know that I was still hurting over, and it (my pain) went back as far as my childhood.
God brought all of my pain to me. He excavated and exposed what my bright and neat appearance and bubbly attitude hid. God did that basically to say, “look daughter, I can heal you of this… and this… and this… and remember this? I can heal you of that too".
Let me tell you, as soon as God did that (uprooted all my pain from things that I had gone through and was going through), I cried and cried for hours. Like, that chest heaving in and out kind of cry. I could not believe it. And I was crying loudly. I am certain that my neighbors heard me.
When God brought all my pain to the surface, I felt it all at once and the pain felt raw, and it hurt bad.
The next thing that God did was, He exposed the areas in my life that had been the source of all my stress and oppression… and it was people and places that I gave my all to (i.e., my job, family, friends); giving my all is the only way I know how to be. And then to see that these places and people didn’t accidentally hurt me, but that they deliberately hurt me, and that they did not appreciate me… the realization of that was all very hurtful.
God showed me that all along, I was in a pool of dysfunction and toxicity (work, family, so-called friends, a relationship), and when I got out of that/when God removed me out of it (glory!), I felt so free and so at peace.
I realized that God had to heal me of my pain because if not, I could use the platform that He promised to give me (with my business, Formula B Solutions...) to hurt and expose people and places, who in my opinion, would all be deserving of it, however, that is not the spirit and the heart of the God that I serve.
The God that I serve forgives, but not only that, with the God that I serve, the Holy Spirit moves you (me) to cover individuals who don't deserve to be covered. So yeah, I had to be healed before I receive what God has promised me.
My business, Formula B Solutions Strategic Program Designers & Consulting Services, is God’s business, because He gave it to me. God gave me the vision and the gift, and the anointing for my calling (my purpose), to do what He wants me to do with my business.
And so, everything about my business is going to be a blessing.
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What I am about to share is not a part of my journal entry, but I should have documented it because it is important:
When God gave me the vision and instructions and plan for my business, He also told me that He gave me a brand. God said to me, "daughter, I gave you a brand". I promise you; God told me that. Lol.
That is why, just a couple of days after becoming a business owner, I reached out to an Attorney and started the process to trademark “Formula B Solutions”. God told me to do this. And I spent over $1,000 in legal fees to start the process. This was in January 2022 and the process is just finally coming to an end.
I can tell you that I would have never ever thought about trademarking anything. In fact, the person who was handling my business affairs laughed at me because she thought that I was ridiculous to move forward with the trademarking process and not even have a client and a flourishing business.
I simply told her that God told me to do it.
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Follow God's plan for your life. He loves you and wants the best for you.
Be encouraged.
Love and peace,
Yolanda Billingslea (Ms. B)
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